Been listening to Hawthorne Heights lately and yea they're pretty good. Just that they remind me of urm. Yea hahaha shit man.
Anyway, I AM SERIOUSLY MSN DEPRIVED!!! I'm just so pissed/angered/fustrated (insert all words describing anger here). I mean, it's not like I can study all the time right!!!! Tsk what the hell I have no words to say hawernuinuigahjd. At least unblock it on the weekends? It's meant for relaxing okay not extra studying! I mean I'm just so bloody sick of EVERYONE telling me to study. As if I don't? I can't stand it, whenever someone sees me taking a break, they go, WHY AREN'T YOU STUDYING? And then they don't see me when I am actually studying! You know last Sunday I think. I studied for like 4 hours and when I came out to watch Project Runway on Discovery T&L, my dad was like, NOT STUDYING? Omg get my point?!
But, it's no use feeling so angry cos I really feel like crying right now because I really really really really want to go online even if it's for a while! Now when everyone sees me in school, they'll go like, "Nikki long time haven't seen you online" and I go I KNOW BLAHBLAH. I'm so sick of hearing that it makes me more depressed soooooobbbb!!! And I fucking can't visit any blogs too and it's so bloody annoying I feel like swearing like shit now because it's making me so damn angry I wanna cry.
THIS ISN'T WORKING OR GOING ANYWHERE LA!!!!!!!!!
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Emo emo day for me. Firstly, that msn crap. Secondly, that Topshop dress is $89!!!! But on the topshop web it's 15 pounds which is around 45 sing dollars? And plus, going to go 2.4km tomorrow but I've got bloody menses and it's only the 2nd day = CRAMPSSSS.
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On the lighter note, I got accepted into SAJC (:
I guess that's the only happy thing that happened this week.
MT orals sucked like shit omg. The teacher even said the question in english for me and I knew the answer but I just didn't know how to say it in chinese okay! Uh, we received our entry proofs so now I can't drop any subjects or pull out of o's heh heh. We received our mock exam timetable die you suck losers. We have OLevels Chinese listening compre on Monday. I wanna get all correct it's the only thing in Chinese that I can score?
Shit, Hawthorne Heights is making me think back which is REALLY BAD. Forward! I need to move forward!
But school's been pretty fun with Neeta Nelson. Love her babyyyyy plus Weixuaaan who's sick and recovering plus Lizzzy Izzzzy. We've been reading alot of Archie Comics recently. Mel told me, you mean you still found them funny? Oh whateverrrr.
Man Of War. Haahaha. What a small world. Really small.
I can't wait for O Levels to be over! It's making me so depressed and emo and deprived and stressed and making my complexion so bad! But actually, that's the weather. I'm going to learn the rain dance and dance it everyday man. It's so hot I feel like showering a thousand and one times.
OMG. Crash Romeo's Get up shut up video has porn hahahahah! But it was censored la.
I AM SO BORED. I NEED TO TALK. AND I CAN'T EVEN SIGN INTO MSNWEB MESSENGER.
Ailin's party this Sat. Hope Dad allows me to go but I have nothing to wear. Yuck.
I'm in desperate need of clothes, money, MSN MESSENGER.
Shoot me dead, I'm such a whinner. Sorry for bothering, I'm going to go now.
We made a cool solenoid today in Physics.
Everday you took my breath away
but now there's no reply,
only Hi, Goodbye.
It was like a dream come true
When it was me and you
But now I don't know why
We only say Hi and Goodbye.
Sob how true! Omg I shan't say anymore. This entry is nonsense blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. But you get my point.
But I feel like rambling on cos I don't want to study! But if I were to read my entry and I was an outsider, I would be like What The Hell buttttttttttttt.
DAAAAAMMMMNNNN. Someone cheer me up right now! ):
Oh, but they can't. COS I CANNOT SIGN ON TO MSN MESSENGER.
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