I Fear...

[x]the dark
[x]staying single forever
[ ]a parent
[x]giving birth
[ ]being myself in front of others
[ ]open spaces
[x]closed spaces
[ ]heights
[ ]black cats
[ ]dogs
[ ]birds
[ ]fish
[ ]spiders, ticks and/or other
insects
[ ]driving or being in cars
[ ]flying
[ ]flowers or other plants
[ ]being touched
[ ]fire
[ ]deep water
[ ]the ocean
[x]failure
[ ]success
[ ]thunder/lightning
[ ]my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ]my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ]mice/rats
[ ]jumping from high places
[ ]snow
[ ]rain
[ ]wind
[ ]crossing hanging bridges
[x]death
[ ]Heaven
[x]being robbed
[ ]cotton balls
[ ]cemeteries
[x]clowns
[ ]large crowds
[ ]men
[ ]women
[x]having great responsibility
[ ]doctors, including dentists
[ ]tornadoes
[ ]hurricanes
[x]diseases
[x]snakes
[ ]sharks
[ ]Friday the 13th
[ ]poverty
[x]ghosts
[ ]Halloween
[ ]school
[ ]trains or railroads
[ ]odd numbers
[ ]even numbers
[x]being alone
[x]being blind
[ ]being deaf
[ ]growing up
[ ]monsters under my bed
[x]creepy noises in the night
[ ]bee stings
[ ]not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ]needles
[ ]blood
[ ]dinosaurs
[ ]the welcome mat

And to add on to the list, I HATE SNAILS AND ALIENS! Not bad, I am scared of 15 out of 70 things on the list so I'm not really a coward heh.

Came back from Camp ytd. It was fun BUT tiring. For example, we ran all the way from Potong Pasir so Bishan Park. I hate the park connectors. And we ran there and back without a break. I lagged behind alot. Luckily XiaoJie was running with me if not I would have died haha! She's also called ahma but not used to calling her that though.

Okay first day. I wasn't late when I left the house but the cabs just refuse to come. So in the end I took a bus to Raffles Town Club and the cabs still refused to come. One eventually did but it was like 7.50am and I was supossed to meet Charisa they all at 7.40am and I was like thinking I bet she would have given me alot of missed calls and I started searching for my phone in the cab and HARHARHAR I'm the smartest person alive cos I didn't bring my phone but I brought my charger.

I reached SAJC on time though. Er, went to this room where we were suppossed to sleep... WITHOUT AIRCON, yea I could handle it. Erm we got into our groups. Gladys and Janelle were in my group, don't know about the boys. We were like called the Dark Horses haha. Fitness session, 2.4km for warmups and we did GYM! Yay I like doing gym. Paired up with Charisa and Sylvia and (I think we are very slack!) yea. I think we had lunch and we had to sit in groups, er trng at CCAB and I can't remember anything except that it was very hot and then suddenly, time passed very fast! Oh we played the Hitting game and then we played 4v4. Quite fun la. And finally we went back to SHOWER!!! Melissa bathes very fast. Dinner and then free time? I think we played cards and it was Danker's talk. Hahha quite boring but we played this little game which our partners (Jillian) had to describe and the other parter (ME) had to draw. And then all of us were so tired we went to sleep. But as expected, it was VERY hot. There wasn't any need for sleeping bags!

The next morning. THe guys got up so freaking early. Crazy. We got up around 6.30am++ and then we had fitness at 7am. It was the long run and yea the crazy long run to Bishan. I thought I was going to have an attack ok! Erm, breakfast. Soyabean milk! Omg my favourite [: And it was beehoon with egg and meat thing. I ate the egg. Then training at CCAB again. It was quite a rush since we had half and hour between the time we got back from the long run and the time we were to leave SAJC. So I forgot to bring my socks. We were playing friendlys with the STC jrs and no one had extra socks. Mellie told me to play with shinguards only hahaha! So I went back a second time and this time Ona said she had. Yes! LIFESAVER. Because only 5 of them turned up, some of us had to play with them so all the stc girls or should I say EX stc girls except carolyn played for them. I play left defense okay like omg I've never played defense before! It was a bad game. Everybody was so lethargic and for the first time, it felt weird playing agnst SA. Hanwei came late hahaha! As usual. Then for the other 2 halfs I played for SA cf I haven't played CF for sucha long time man! Erm lunch then video at the CCAB audi which is like a cinema. Danker gave us time so sleep it was goood. Then we played agnst St Nics and after the game, the St Nics girls were like talking about going to Island Creamery and to go to Prata Cafe to drink Milo Dinosaur. Hitomi and I were like I also want! Shower, Dinner, TauHuay, Movie which was Friday Night Lights, quite a nice show. Polly, Carolyn and I predicted that they will lose the big game. Nadrah predicted that they will win. Carolyn changed her mind halfway so Polly & I were right. We snacked alot. Ruffles, Parapara, TimTams, Twisties... And plus we had a surprise! Bensoh bought Island Creamery ok!!!! And Hit & I were like our dream came true!! We had like, Horlicks, Mango, Pulut Hitam, Fresh Strawberries, Reverso. Fats man.

Played TaiDi when we got back. Asshole taidi and I started with 5 cards okay. Double 3s and triple 9s I think. And I thought that everybody would pass okay! But then Gladys I think put another 5 cards and she won and FYI, I didn't put any cards after that and I was the asshole la. We played till 1+ I think. Carolyn & Polly blow each other's lucks away haha and Charisa has the habit of throwing her cards down when one player finished playing so we get to see her cards hahah!

And I woke up the next day damn tired man. But it was the last day. Ran 8 rounds for fitness then we played Captain's ball. It was a mixed team but Bensoh gave alot of restrictions. Like the catcher had to be a Girl. If it was a boy, he had to catch with one hand. Passes had to be alternante ie, boy to girl, girl to boy only. And only girls could score. We scored one goal and it was a penalty. And the defender could only face the catcher. Yea. Polly and I decided that staying away from the ball was the best haha but we touched the ball a few times la. Tau Huay Cheee for breakfast again plus Nasi Lemak. Trng, and yes I remembered my socks. Played friendly agnst the SA seniors. Ben Soh played too he's like some drama king, kept shouting and falling. Yea nothing much cept I missed a dozen deflections!!! And Nadrah drank water from the straw in my bottle and she concluded that it was damn shiok. Yay, someone who feels the same way too [:

Went back, showered. There was a earth worm in my cubicle okay! And when I started washing the soap off, the earthworm started crawling toward me and I was like standing at the far corner of the cubicle and splashing water to it but it kept on crawling and I was shouting and everything. I'm not afraid of it but having a worm in your shower is damn gross man. And then Melisssaa my hero okay! She tookthe broom and from underneath my door, swept it to the drain! YAY. I could shower in peace. And I still showered faster than Jillian and Carolyn [: Buffet lunch, finished up the rest of the ice cream. Did some reflection and packed up. And then home! I accompanied Polly and took 151 and walked to the bus stop with Roxanne and she told us she did her orientation in teeshirt, shorts and slippers haha. I almost fell of the seat in 151. Took until KAP and then took the cab home. I just raised my hand once and the cab came. Not bad. I slept and wanted to wake up for Project Runway. But I didn't. And then I woke up at 2am I think, aching all over and feeling damn hot and I had a fever ugh. And then I slept till like 9.30am so in all, I think I slept for 16hours. That's alot.

So Jillian and I didn't go to work today. Jill's sick too and I don't think I would ever go to work because my parents just told me we're going for a holiday next week. To Cameron Highlands and then shopping in KL. Maybe I would be able to meet Liz when she goes to KL hahah! I think I'm meeting CHUAWEIXUAN tmr! Yay I'm so happy I haven't seen her for soooo long ok! We're eating Mad Jack's [: And I haven't seen Joyceh for a long time tooooo!

Oh, a new description for my scar. Nadrah thinks that it's cool and it's a conversation starter. Interesting. Usually I get : your scar is cool and really long. Hahhaha! And oh we had the save-Jillian-from-mainstream-music misson founded by Melissa hahahah! Mellie's burning a DeathCab cd for her, I'm burning a Jimmy Eat World cd and I can't rmb what the rest are burning. But it's funny.

My mum wants me to clear my wardrobe. I'm tired and aching all over and I wanna sleep and she wants me to clear my wardrobe. No logic! I'm not gonna do it! I shall pretend. And I hate unpacking. It's such a chore. It's just like packing. I wish I get someone to do it for me. And I salute you if you've managed to read until here cos what I've typed was bollocks and boring!

Oh, this is interesting. Eds, Yangs, Shuwen, Huimin and Peiyi came back from Australia already. I received Yang's postcard sent from Aussieland and she told me that Edlyn lost and found her passport hahahha! And they've bought us goodies!! Yay!

I'm hungry. I think I'm gonna eat Apples. And my mum bought Soyabean milk today. Yes. And the house is really quiet cos my granny brought all my siblings out. I refuse to go because I cannot even walk properly now huh! Maybe I'll join them for dinner!

Okay, Carolyn is funny. She and Charisa took train to accompany Nadrah (who lives in Boon Lay so far!) and then I asked her if they got any seats. This is what she said.

carolyn. standard chartered! (: they run damn fast! (: says: ahah no

carolyn. standard chartered! (: they run damn fast! (: says:even though if we sit

carolyn. standard chartered! (: they run damn fast! (: says:the bag is sitting not us! hahha

Okay, apples time.