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Saturday, November 19, 2011


Indecision


Guilt.

Extra guilt. And perhaps even irrelevant guilt. Like, I know I should be studying but that's my limit for tonight. And I really want to head to bed tonight. But I just want to get a little more done. Less work for tomorrow. But I'm really so restless now. Maybe I should head to bed. But I'm not tired, I could just try to absorb a little more

The pains of studying. You feel guilty for even taking a little rest.

I really can't decide if I should head to bed now. I haven't completed my set of poems for my post 1945 American Lit & culture module but I really don't feel like continuing. It's hard, and complex. My brain just can't handle this at 2am. But if not now, then when?

Should I feel guilty for going to bed now? When my work's not done? I should feel guilty for coming here though.

2 days to my first paper, whoopee!


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